I have no life and I am so lonely. At the age of 19. Im a intelligent pretty girl and have no life what so ever. Im so lost and nothing fulfills me jobs, friends, religion, reading, writing, helping others, family, nothing helps. I feel like Im crying out Is this fucking it?! Life..working 9 ti...
latest comment by ebony jones: Hun you have God and thats all you need and try doing something different that really interests u.
I ashamed of myself. I do terrible things and then vow never to do them again and then fail and end up doing them again. I went through a phase where I just drank myself stupid and slept around and tried to destroy myself. But for the last couple of months I havent touched drink or gotten with an...
one comment by Mike Joyce: Whatever you do enjoy it... Don't worry at all...
My dad is in a mood with me..AGAIN! ..gosh I should so keep records of this. Today it was for not opening windows or kissing him goodnight __ seriously, I cant believe this shit. And he gives me this devils stare which means when we are alone Im going to get shouted at and screamed at, which I am...
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Sadness is killing me and when I feel, I just feel pain. I try to remain numb but it eats me up inside. I am alone and always have been, I have no family around me and when life gets me down nobody notices and I hide it. Appearance is everything these days. At the age of 19 this girl cries hersel...
latest comment by Rightpath: Am i ok to ask if you find hapiness in being in touch with your mum and dad? Or do they remind you the past? I've had to let go of my parents to get me away from the past and start anew. The thought terrified me but i now dont have to get anxious abo