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JadeDC, 03/04/2010
Its official. the way i see her is definitely different from the way i see others. my friend was trying out an evening gown today and it looked good on her. but i didn’t feel anything special, but i can’t help imagining HER in something similar and THAT image nearly knocked me out. my friend was there in the flesh, looking good, but i nearly fainted just bu imagining how beautiful SHE would be. man, if SHE was the one trying out evening gowns i reckon i’d already faint due to blood loss (or at least lose my ability to think straight). haha.