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JadeDC, 03/07/2010
its weird how at each stage of my life, i would have one person whom i consider i;m close to, and only listen and bow down to her demands. then when that stage ends, i find another and lose contact with the one before. but its not saying that i wouldn’t listen to them anymore, its just that, losing contact, we’re not that close anymore. i’m still trying to salvage my past relationships. and i’m working hard so that i wouldn’t lose contact with the current one. by far, she’s the only one who has made me want to change myself for her. and change i did, a little, i guess.