Rollercoaster
Long time no see. I am back, back in my rollercoaserride, having my ups and downs. The summer was great, all my problems werent important anymore. I enjoyed myself. Dancing through the summer and living my life. Problems started after summer. I started my study medicines, Its hard. ...
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Thank you mum, for destroying everthing I love. Make me feel like I am worth nothing . Thank you for taking the one thing in life that I love: dancing. My mum is mad at me because she had a fight with the neigbhours and I didnt help her because I think its childish. After all these years she stil...
latest comment by K J: You can ALWAYS DANCE! Even if only in your mind! I don'nt know your entire situation, but , even the WORST moms can be talked into a "talk". Family is FOREVER wether we like it or not, And again talk to her, let her know your dreams! Find out hers, a
I am not happy, I am not sad and at the moment I am not depressed. YEAH!!!
Tomorrow, I have dancepractice, my little sister is going to participate because she wants to do hiphop also. Shes very good at ballet, gymnastics and acting. She is everything I want to be, confident, happy, has friends i...
one comment by micheala coyle: hello ....best of luck mickela XXX
I am sad, but in a good way. I just saw the movie Remember me, it really helps you to put things in perspective, especially people like me. I should live my life like it is my last day. But why aint I? Sometimes it is just hard to change you habits, I am so used to being sad, depressed and alone ...
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I am feeling dead inside again. Trying hard to change, to be happy, to live and not to think about the drama in my life. But certain people are just trying to make it worst. I always put other people first, now it is my time. I hope theyll understand it. But noits all about them, instead of helpi...
latest comment by outsider: I wish I knew people like me...
Can we pretend that airplanes are like shooting stars, I could really use a wish right now.
Same here. I have the feeling I can do much more than I do now. The world has more in store for me but its not happening because of me. Its me who stands me in the way
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Why am I so different????I hate myself because I am so weird and differentI think too much. I feel invisible. Nobody notice me, if I would die no one would know.
I want to be happy, like I was before. Without worries.
one comment by La Vita: hy wat hppns?? wat make u feel that
Ok, dancing is going the right direction and I am feeling happy. I havent felt that in a long time. Still I have a feeling its for a short period. Suddenly, I realised, maybe I am not good at dancing, I only see it in the mirror because I want to see it. Only other people can judge if I am any go...
latest comment by outsider: Yeah I love it so much that I am insecure about it.
Friday, was a nice day. I had my final exam English and I did a good job I have 43 points of the 53. Dancing was also great, I really get better at picking up danceroutines and I really know how to put emotions into the movements. I am not just random doing the steps. The girls with whom I dance ...
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Stressed and burned out.I am so tired, I feel so imprisoned or something, stuck at the same level. My dancing isnt getting better and my head looks like a strawberry with zips. Learning isnt going great.I want to be free. I have the feeling I can dance better than I always doIts like something is...
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