Recent Entries
Stressed and burned out….I am so tired, I feel so imprisoned or something, stuck at the same level. My dancing isn’t getting better and my head looks like a strawberry with zips. Learning isn’t going great….I want to be free. I have the feeling I can dance better than I always do…It’s like something is holding me back. I always hold myself back and don’t allow myself to let go. I want to let go, I feel too much, I think too much. Sometimes I wish I wasn’t me or I wish someone would tell me how special I am…. But I have to see it on my own because I can’t always look at other people or blame it on them…It’s about me and not them. I love to dance so much, it’s like it is my purpose in life…
I have set a new goal for me….I want to be free and to be great at dancing and confident at the age of 23. If I fail…I don’t know what to do, I am lost, I will stop dancing….