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LOST: trying to find my way back home

outsider, 05/29/2010

Friday, was a nice day. I had my final exam English and I did a good job I have 43 points of the 53. Dancing was also great, I really get better at picking up danceroutines and I really know how to put emotions into the movements. I am not just random doing the steps. The girls with whom I dance went alone to a class without asking me, really mean. But yeah, people always do things like that to me. I just need to live with it. Tomorrow I am going to dance with a friend of school, she is really nice. I have the feeling my mum is abandoning me, like every time I need her. She goes off to her boyfriend and she acts like a teen. Funny how I never acted as a teenager and always was so mature. I really missed out on my childhood I think. I still have a wish, a dream to become a pro dancer. But I don´t know if it´s achieveable…Probably I am going to medschool.. But this week was a good week except that I failt math, so strange I really paniced or something. Because I always get straight a´s….

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