LOST: trying to find my way back home

Ok, dancing is going the right direction and I am feeling happy. I haven’t felt that in a long time. Still I have a feeling it’s for a short period. Suddenly, I realised, maybe I am not good at dancing, I only see it in the mirror because I want to see it. Only other people can judge if I am any good. But still I have to go on and dance, because it’s a way to express myself and when I do, I am very happy. I have done all my final exams and I am going to redo Math. But I graduated because my grades were good and I think they still are. I am wondering if the dancing you see in the mirror, so the way you dance, really is the way how other people see you….????