All the important aspects of my life. not one of them is something im looking forward to..
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i keep fucking up. some of the worst feelings in life is when you find out that someone you thought cared about you doesnt. what do you do then? stop talking to them? ignore them? pretend like they didnt dissapoint you? we just had such an awesome day yesterday.. and now this i dont think i will...
one comment by Karissa: Sorry. Hope everything works out for you.
Im so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Cause your presence still lingers here
And it wont leave me alone
These wounds wont seem to heal
This pain is just too real
Theres just too much that time cannot erase
When you ...
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migraines suck cant sleep and its 430am already. trying to make myself sleepy by reading the youth soccer tips book my aunt got me as a gift but now im just really excited for the first practice to start!
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well today was pretty good. although my sleep pattern is still totally wack, I went over to my best friend bentleys house and then a bunch of our friends came over. but julie brought over alexis and everytime i see her i just dislike her more and more, shes such a shallow little whore. she thinks...
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apparently i forgot to take my meds yesterday and throughout most of today. having terrible withdraw ugh, it feels like im gonna faint any min. and i have a migraine. hopfully it will go away now they i remembered.
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the dreams in which im dying are the best ive ever had
latest comment by Harpuia: sad songs won't get you very far...
I have dreams of how i wish people would treat me.. they talk to me and say how they miss me, and that they want to see me soon. they invite me places or just o hang out and dont cancel last minute. and then i wake up, realize non of it was real. and continue to wish i was never here
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