me!!!

alright im gonna start this out and say that im very random so if anyone reads this just remember that about me. last night my bf and i got into this huge fight and it ended up with us doubting our love for each other (it was a lot more dramatic last night). i wanna be with him but i havent figured out why yet…is it because i love him? i love his personality and everything about him. he gets my sense of humor which is rare in a guy. he understands me as well and he has patience when im stubborn and totally being a bitch. but on the other side of things, i love having someone to love me. i love the feeling of waking up to a guy telling me he loves me and calling me baby…i dont understand which side is more powerful as of now…hopefully thats gonna change in the future. i guess ill just continue praying about it.