struggle life

always thinking and struggling the same thing, same problem, same case and same view without any clues… always believing in the same things even it are not come true yet… why life so much of struggle? some people just seems easy and get what they want without even a sweat..
want to scream loud out my confusing but there will be not change anything.

there is must be something wrong with me…

i just want to live my life happily with someone who i love and loved me, but it is not that easy as it seems.

dear myself, please keep strong and keep believing, the must be a way, there must be a light!