Wow, a lot has happened since last month. Turns out Candi still has feelings for me, and she knows that Jeremy is the main person in my life, the only one that knows everything, and she is a jealous person, so she must be really jealous of him. What else?
Oh yeah, Im a lot happier now.
Jeremys st...
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EURGH,
Jeremys the only person I trust now.
Its a hell of a long story, what I dont wanna type. But what I do wanna type, is that this year, Im determined not to self-harm.
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I never cry
Like, ever
I havent actually properly cried in months and months
And now I cant stop the tears
I havent read Candis blog in donkeys, so I read it
All of it
brings back memories
Im in tears right now
I love Candi
I dont want to hurt myself anymore
I dont want to hurt her
I cant even se...
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I was using the wrong edge
The other edge is sharper.
Im so goddamn ignorant.
latest comment by Tazz: I wish, :/
I don't want to do it again, thank you x
howdy all :)
Sorry I was absent in my diary, my internet died :P
Oh wells, I have it back now, and I pasted in my diary from those days, so yes all is well and good :)
Isnt it weird how you cant feel more alive than being on the brink of death?
Isnt it weird how we, as a race, are so small but ha...
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So today, me and Jamie Halls were on Facebook chat, bored as hell, and I was so shocked at what he said to me, I thought he was an okay guy! D:
Admittedly, I’ve always been a bad judge of character, but still, this is what happened:
Me
so anyways, hows you
20:51Jamie
im ok wbu x
20:51Me
im gd, ...
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If you wanna continue reading my diary you have to be my friend now, sorry :) x
latest comment by Tazz: Grr that's annoying, Meh, oh well. People can read what they liike and comment what they like I guess I have just gotta be careful as to what I post. Meh, it's not like I know theese people. Well I do, but I trust them so it's okayl
Im off to meet Connor now.
I wont have sex with him, not until Im 16 anyways.
I think I might just appreciate our alone time and spend quality time with him, watching Family Guy :)
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Meh, tomorrow I think me and Connor will be innocent but who knows? x
one comment by Connor Chadwick: lol :)