The time has come. Stop sleeping and take excellent care of myself. I know the better I care for myself the better I will feel and the easier and more pleasurable life will become. So why am I so afraid?!
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Its a whole new day with whole new feelings. Sometimes life seems like a never ending world of difrent times. One day your happy and one day your sad.. But nothing is really diffrent. Its like as soon as the morning comes your mind spins the bottle to find what kind of mood you will be in.
today ...
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I have a feeling about tonight. A good feeling, like Im going to experience physical pleasure I havent before. I hope this will be a major push for me, but Im not expecting anything. I want to find the love of my life. I like the guy Im dating, just wish I was already married with children.
latest comment by Austin: yo i know how u feel im a foster child im 11 ive got a girl now shes pregnant im living on the streets with my bro what do i do i need help every ...
I have a boyfriend. Not sure if I want one but I have one. We spent nearly three days together, and then I spent today in bed.
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Its almost 4:20, Im out of green (on purpose) and I spent the entire day sleeping. I just wanted to hide. Getting up every day and living in the world amongst other people still scares me. What if I need a break? What if I cant always hold my tears back? What if, what if, what if. Class starts in...
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Im so sad. I spent yesterday with a wonderful, kind man. Hes trying to teach me social manners in a romantic relationship because I had told him I was without experience. I hate having to fight off tears in another persons presence, especially when they keep looking directly into my eyes. He keep...
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