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What if someone is the best part of you but you are the worst part of them?
Do you sacrifice the best part of yourself so they are capable of being released from the worst part of them?
How can you hold on selflessly? Truly, I don’t believe in selflessness, not in its purest form really, but nevertheless to be in the slightest altruistic, you know that you have to let go of them… at least then you’d know you gave them the choice in the matter to flee or stay, and if they stay, there must be good reason. Perhaps you are not the worst part of them afterall, perhaps despite being the worst, they still love you… can you really be so sharp to remove the idea so quick? These are merely thoughts to me, they don’t hold any basis in my life… so I shall claim. Do you dare challenge me on that claim? Probably not.
Why am I talking to myself again? It’s what happens sometimes when I am alone with my thoughts. Incessant chatter in my head even when the actual conversing does come to an end. Bid me farewell, come forth redeeming silence. Shhhhh, for now… Shhh baby shhhh, it’s time for night, it’s time for the pillow to give motion picture to thought… tell me in the morning of what you’re thinking… your eyelids are like lead. Afterall, the morning has already greeted the night…
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You made me cry! It is so beautiful and omg, I understand. I feel it too! Thank you for sharing this!
this is really beautiful.