Just tried to kill myself… And sadly, failed. How pitiful can a person be? Even my best friend didn’t care a fuck. More precisely, drank as much vodka as i could and tried to fall asleep into my balcony (-20celsius). Woke up when my fingers got too cold and crawled in half asleep. Fuck.

Whatever caused you to feel this way, is it truly worth killing yourself over? Don't answer that because the answer should be no. If your best friend is nonchalant about it, then he can't really be your best friend. Find someone who will give a damn, there are people out there who could easily do so. Perhaps there is someone already in your life who does. Pull yourself out of this mess.

Why do you wanna kill yourself? To me thats the cowards way out. Don't be a coward.

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