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dead inside wrote on 02/08/2010:

Today wasn’t that bad. i forgot my homework, it was hot, the guy i love was with me all the time after school, just not talking to me, not noticing me and not caring. sigh. just another dead day. I hate that i can’t talk to my friends about me. The REAL me. They always see me as another teenage emo girl (coz of the cuts on my arms) who doesn’t like to talk but i really do and i really wanna tell them i’m dying inside…i hate him..i hate her..

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kylie hung said on 02/10/2010:

girls i feel the same way!!!! i dont want to feel like this anymore i hate myself i hate everythng about me everything is my fault im dead inside… i want help …… im not an emo im not a goth iv never tryed to kill myself and never will i just i dont even have friends i dislike ppl or i like ppl i just dont no how to be socail i just yeah im a good actor!!!!!!!!! no 1 in a mmillion yrs wood imgine that about me unless i told them theres no point in crying every single moment of the day… i love being around ppl and my daughter god i lve my daughter shes the best thing in this world god gave me my daughter for a reason he knew i was hurtting b4 i had her and now she is the only good thing in my life i live 4 her id do anythink for her i dont want her to grow up to be like me and and no how to be socail i just i just hate myself love everything eles but not myself

vivian said on 02/08/2010:

wow i really understand you , i wish i could tell everyone that i am dying inside all people think i am that cute girl who happy and get everything she want that girl every guy want to be with , but i am more then that i wish i could scream and tell everyone to see my heart to feel my pain , i feel like a fake person coz they dont see the real me , the girl who is sad , the girl who hate life , the girl is crying in middle nights , the girl would do anything to be happy once again , i hate that they cant see that i am dead person walking on earth

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