Begging

i cant take this anymore
i am giving up on life i cant take this all the pain , i am done with my life this time , i am sorry but i cant hold it anymore i am dieing inside , pain is killing me and all the wrong ideas in my head again , plz help before i do anything wrong i am feeling soo down and i want to die

emptythoughts answered:

and you tell me not to give up? vivi..dont. please..think!!!!
youre not alone..
but just in case though, tell me first then so i could join you.
(this isnt a threat vivian.)

Mogeetah answered:

There are so many people out there right now that feel the same way you do. I know you have your reasons for feeling this way and I have been there (and to some extent still am). I went to my doctor and am now on antidepresants until I can staighten out the things that are going wrong in my life. Don’t EVER feel that you shouldn’t take medication to help you. Whatever it is will get better sometimes it just takes more strength than you think you can muster but you CAN do it. Life is meant to be enjoyed and you need to find YOUR happy place. I and others like us will always be there for you.

Clueless on life answered:

I have that same problem, but don’t make one of the worst mistakes in your life. Just tell yourself theres at least one person that truley and honestly cares about you. Just use that strength to get you through it all. Just think of positives try also to distract yourself from those thoughts, if you ever want to talk it through and just distract, I’m on almost everyday.

edit answered:

Work through this sweetie, you can do it even if you don’t believe you can right now. I’ve gone through this too. Do something, ANYTHING to take your mind off of your emotions. Watch a movie, start a crafty project, take a walk, read, play video games, smoke some shwag, take a bath. Better yet, engage all of your senses at the same time. When you’ve finished, move on to yet another personally pleasing activity. Repeat daily, hourly if you must. This is your life sweetie, be good to yourself and know that there are millions of people who are going through similar life struggles. Though we may not know each other, we connect through our pain. I believe in you, I have love for you. Baby steps!

P.S. Massage Therapy has been proven to help symptoms of depression; http://www.all-natural.com/herbnutr.html http://www.craftster.org/forum/index.php?board=238.80 http://www.greenamericatoday.org/ http://www.amtamassage.org/

Sidzy answered:

Heeeeeey!! Caaaaaaaalm down, okay?
I know if someone would tell me to calm down, it’d be like “raise eyebrow Fuck off.” But you know .. Life was given to you for a reason .. Do you believe in a God? No matter what religion?
I do and even then, I turned my back on Him and thought there was no one there for me and no one liked me and everything and life was just not WORTH living. I self harmed so many times, still do when I get really upset about things ..
But killing yourself is only making them win.
Add me on simply_an_exintrovert@yahoo.com and talk to me on there okay?
Honestly, people do love you =[ Don’t ever think they don’t.

I’m online nearly all the time, so you can talk to me or email me whenever you want. I also have a facebook if you use that? Type in Sidzy Chique ..

I’m here for you okay?
I’ve been in your situation and I know how you feel.
PLEASE don’t do anything =[