question by N.N.

OK. May I suggest not trying so hard? Just live and love your kids, yourself and your family. Alot of people waste time looking for something that is either unoptainable or right in front of them in disguise as real life. Life is short your girls will be grown before you know it, family and friends will disappear as they sometimes do and you really don’t want to waste it. Men are only needed for one thing and well I think you sound as if you can carry your own trash to the curb. :) . I know its hard feeling lonely but while your waiting for Him, improve yourself and your life, be choosy,you deserve the best hold out for it.