edit asked 02/10/2010:
I feel like somethings wrong with me but, I have to give myself a break. I’ve gone through tough years. Years some people don’t come back from. I do want to know the love of a partner but, I don’t think I’ll see it in this lifetime. I don’t want it enough.
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serenityxx answered:
I presume nothing is wrong with you. You may not think you want it enough yet, but one day you might. Maybe you will realise that you want a relationship with someone you know or meet. Always have faith. Take a break if you need it and in time keep moving forward. Sometimes we realise how badly we wanted something only when we have it.
KellyBaby88 answered:
Mabe you really want it but you are just so scared and finding the connection is hard for you.
I recently realized that I really do want it but have also had years most don’t come back from…its hard to find people who can understand what I have been through and who are also trying to improve their life and whom I enjoy being around/ am compatable with and attracted to. Ugh its lonely sometimes but its probably not that something is wrong its more that you have walked a different life which makes you have a deeper understanding and you need to find people who also have a deep understanding. I’m guessing you must be spiritual to have made it through all that you have. Its that spiritual energy that will pull on your heart and help you love again…ask the unniverse for what you want.