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Search What's up? Hot questions Latest questions Latest answers Unanswered questions 2 incoming questions 1 incoming answer Diaries All public diaries Your diary Goals & Tasks Please sign up or log in to set yourself goals and create tasks. public goals > Network Friends Memos Rooms Tech-Stuff Only The Crazy Survive Money, Debt & Mortgage Begging Tests & Homework Need help? Get help. HelpMe.com Health I'm pregnant. Now what? Life and Family Spiritual Guidance (Christian) The Other Side In and out of Love Info Less ads displayed after you sign up & log in.	Who is outsider? Lost in a world full of sorrow, sadness and pain. 18 years old and Dutch.... outsider's Goals A's Description: I want to pass my exame for school with a A average...... view goal > Live Life Description: I want to live life... I don't want to wander around earth with no meaning . I want to mean something, I want a goal in my life This goal takes 1 step to complete. The next step is: Fun view goal > Dancingqueen Description: I want to be confident when I dance and I want to be the best......I want to prove myself. Not for the other people but for me. This goal takes 3 steps to complete. The next step is: New start view goal > L.O.S.T. : up's&downs I can't see the light anymore....I'm sinking further. My mind is getting darker and darker. I think it's only a matter of time for me to be gone. She really broke me this time. I don't know if it's ever going to be alright. My happiest day on earth went straight to hell. Friday, is the day I am happy, the day I can dance my unhappy week away. So after school I went home. I was full of hope and happiness. My mum and si... A lesson learnt. I have to stop blaming others for my mistakes, If I want to change the way I am and the way things are, I should do that. You can't do it for me. I am the only one who could change... I am so frustrated....Like, I don't like to talk about my feelings and because of that I write it down. But no one reacts on it. I am so frustrated because, I have so much to do for school but it's... go to diary > Recent Favorites salvo: in the last 18 months ive lost my wife to a woman,have multiple tumors in both my kidneys wich because of hemorages in my kidney am in pain most of... Questions So is it normal...when I am sick that I still have to do everything at home and my mother is still only thinking of herself. Sh... (on 12/07/2009) There's only one thing I really want just one thing. I am not asking a lot so why can I have the self confident to be who i rea... (on 10/23/2009) Answers When you know the answer please tell me, I've lost hope too. (on 02/06/2010) No way...I am not going to a shrink or take antidepressants. It's so hard to get of those medicines. I'll work it out myself. I don't think a shrin... (on 12/08/2009) Same here...Everyday. I feel like I don't exist. I hope you will ever feel different. But you have to make it different. Don't wait until it magica... (on 10/24/2009) I am sorry for you. I don't know if it can get any worst. You make me feel guilty because i think life is hard. I think you should keep the faith a... (on 10/23/2009) I know what you mean and I understand it. But I have been through enough bad times. It's like I'm waiting for someone to rescue me...to be there fo... (on 10/23/2009) Network Write memo >
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